Inktober: FLOWING - 10/10/18
My knees pressed into the soft, damp earth, the first sprinkling of a light rain just beginning to fall. I moved my diaphragm with careful deliberate pushes, trying to keep my breathing steady. But as I laid the small bouquet upon the ground, I found it harder and harder to hold back. I gently placed one hand on the smooth stone top, lip quivering. "Hey, buddy," I squeaked. My throat was resisting, but I knew the words had to be said. "It's been a while." I couldn't quite read the name anymore as my eyes flooded, the name I never wanted to see here. I coughed, trying to open my airway. "I miss you...it's today again," I said feebly, as if it was something important. "Everyone's doing well," I continued, trying to clear my mind. "Things are...crazy, like always. But we're getting by." I crossed my legs, turning to look at the sky. The sun was beginning to set, the clouds just starting to turn pink. ...